Fuck care all, fuck it all. I'll still wait for you baby.. ;'(
why do this to me? you just walk away.
you're lucky, both trains arrived.
I'll just jump.
but I know you'll just board your fucking train
& go to school.


SO MANY FUCKING THINGS I WANT.
I DON'T BOTHER ANYMORE.
('COZ I USED TO HAVE YOU.)
EVEN IF I'M TRYING,
I'LL NEVER FUCKING GET IT.
ESPECIALLY YOU.
FUCK IT. GET IT.
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.
YOU'RE FUCKING HEARTLESS.
YOU FUCKING LIAR.
I know you fucking love to see me
hurt.
if it makes you happy.
I'll.

AND FUCK, YES IM OBSESSED WITH YOU.
I MISS YOUR SMELL.
I MISS YOUR KISSES.
I MISS YOUR HUGS.
I MISS YOUR PRESENCE.
I MISS YOUR SMILES.
I MISS THE WAY YOU TALK.
I MISS THE WAY YOU WNA MAKE ME HAPPY.
I MISS THE WAY YOU'RE AROUND ME.
I MISS THE WAY YOU EAT.
I MISS THE WAY YOU PLAY THE GUITARS.
I MISS THE WAY YOU TOUCH MY HAIR.
I MISS YOU DRYING MY WET EYES.
I MISS YOU ON THE PHONE.
I MISS YOU TEXTING ME.
I MISS THE WAY YOU TEXT ME.
SO MANY OTHER THINGS I MISS ABOUT YOU.
WON'T COME BACK.
BECAUSE YOU WON'T GIVE YOURSELF A CHANCE.
TO COME BACK.
I DOWAN TO HATE YOU.
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...
IM NOT ONLY OBSESSED BUT
IN LOVE WITH YOU.
I know you don't love me....
from the start..
...........................................................................


God, take my life please...