Baby, it's been fucking hard for us all these while. I swear I was happy with you. now I admit I've given up all. I was afraid you'd be angry with me, if I went out with friends you don't like. you don't have to stop contacting your friends 'coz of me. y'knw what I mean. YESTERDAY is really misunderstandings kay.. haiz. secondly, 'bout me flaring.. not like you know me for the 1st day. I curse and swear when shit happens, I never scold you right.. maybe it's my fault, 'though I've change, why still talk bout it? I'm not perfect, baby.. I've more mistakes but let me know what is it please?
I can't take it anymore, sometimes I really think you'll be happier alone. I know you're losing faith and trust in me, rather, in this relationship. or maybe, you don't love me as much? but I know you need someone to support you through this shit you're going through.. I'm always giving my full attention to you, baby. but what about me? I dont see you 3 times a week or so. maybe even none. =( I don't even mind.
now that I've became the bitch, you're starting to hate me and giving me attitude. what the hell did I did wrong? I'm not like her. I think I deserve better.. then my guess is we'll be happier apart. you give me your excuses, I understand you need time. I always give in. but now what? why always so fierce to me now? like I'll get slap by you anytime..
you'll never know how much I cry after every called from you, when I think of you & when I'm going to sleep. Life gonna suck without you baby.. :(
I admit I've been immature throughout this 8 months.. we both & our lifestyle changed. no idea whether you still love me, though. I really hope you'll think through after watching the vid I've made, baby.
I swear you're the only one who give me kisses like you did, I swear you're the only one who give me hugs like you did. the things we did together, I bet no couple did it before.
