Stress, troubled ?
Don't read if you can take it when people contradicts.


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- 09/09/09

NEW DAY.

I'm tired, both physically and mentally, yet my brain is still active. contradicting.

basically, I don't trust anyone.
I'm so sorry to say, if you're reading this.

this is stupid and freaking dumb but I just wna express what I feel right now, as if there are people reading my dumb blog.

TYPICAL TEEN LOVE, THOUGHTS?

• some teen might think- both person trust each other = perfect, long lasting couple.
• some teen might think - I trust him/her. but what he/she can't be trusted. YET. using you as a decoy & thought that you'd be hidden in the dark? heh ?
  

RE: 1st thought (LOL) : eh.. quite true. but what if everything ended suddenly, he/she blurted out things you wna forget and wna keep it to yourself n' him/her?

consequences crapppppppy right. D:

RE: 2nd thought : I'knw it's unfair, selfish whatever crap you're gna spam me with. I'll continue.
kay. just like when you got 'betrayed' ? how ?
Better play safe than sorry.
no offense, but what I see from PEOPLE, some. They tend to break their promises when they're w/ someone they trust.

Example they broke promises like, not to

• say his/her secrets.
  
• talk bad 'bout you, ruin your reputation. LOL, anyway A.K.A as 'ka jiao wei'.
  
• do stuffs they promised not to do.
• whatever shit could happen he/she promised or you promised.

someone would get hurt when this occur, and that someone most probably blaming the opposite party for being such an ass.
TO ME, I'll think. it's better to blame yourself 'cause you made the wrong choice.
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sad to say, I'm on the 2nd side.
stressed out, troubled and whatever shitxzs.
I love, and I don't trust that easily. (very selfish hor)
he get hurt easily and I'm usually stress, it's hard to express what I feel.

ty. I'm feeling better now, sigh.

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BABE.
sorry not that I dwna help you this time round, I didn't 'baotou' you, but trying to help you. cause you're in the wrong. I'knw y're gna hate me nawhxz D:
I gna suck in school and rotzxs and dai rightxzs.
afterall we're just worry kay. in the 1st place if I didn't care, I wouldn't want to text you. :)
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I'knw y'like pink.

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woi ZK.
SINCERE APOLOGY TO ZK ZK ZK ZK ZK AKA BABE. -.-"
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g'morninggggggggg. D: yawnxzsx.